Welcome All To My Weird Awakening nothing gained and almost broken badly lit and poorly spoken something had to give we weird our way along nothing gained and almost hope stuck between the chest and throat it's hard to say so here it is out loud what I really mean to say is welcome all to my weird awakening nothing's changed and almost broken The King of Indecision has finally spoken it's hard to say so here it is out loud what I really mean to say is welcome all to my weird awakening It's Getting To Me I'm not really here you can barely see me and I don't hold my head up anymore bad decisions hallucinations I've seen it all on television it's getting to me it's all in my head you're selling me and you don't care you've got what's left of me all the rest is ruined bad decisions hallucinations I've seen it all on television it's getting to me sitting at a traffic light on my way back home man my night's been blown it's a terrible thing it's getting to me we all say things that we don't want to we've got places to be and that's what bothers me the most I'm wrecked but I'm feeling better now bad decisions hallucinations I've seen it all on television it's getting to me I headed for the bar that night and never made it home I called you on the phone and listened to it ring it's getting to me The Mile Low Club everything that you had to say was in your quiet way asking if I'm okay and I said no you asked me if it feels all right does it feel out of sight and I said yeah it does every time Help Me Count The Ways That I Say Yeah everything will be just fine but I won't enjoy it this time it breaks my heart and I don't even know why disappear into thin air everything is everywhere let's get this right I don't even care help me count the ways that I say yeah I just forgot what I said I'll disappear instead I'll disappear I'll medicate my head help me count the ways that I say yeah delayed satisifaction the everyday reaction breaks me up help me count the ways that I say yeah help me count the ways that I say yeah c'mon c'mon you know it aint' that bad help me count the ways that I say yeah Perfectly Confused another heavy night ahead it was just another day I fought I failed I fell in half I hate when I'm this way in spite of everything you came on so beautiful you said that you don't get me do you have to be so damn logical don't let this confuse you let your feelings do you it's a great big worthless world but don't let this confuse you now I'm not myself anymore you are so beautiful my thoughts are not my own they're distant and intangible Levi knows what's going on he's always been deeper than I am I feel like I been losing sleep I been walking on my hands don't let this confuse you let your feelings do you it's a great big worthless world but don't let this confuse you now my mind is almost empty man I been acting really weird I'll be all right in a hundred days I'm just saying what you want to hear another heavy night ahead this was just the cruelest day I fought I failed I fell in half I hate when I'm this way don't let this confuse you let your feelings do you it's a great big worthless world but don't let this confuse you now Peppermint & Bitterness peppermint and bitterness sickening and sweet cinammon and stress peppermint and wintergreen my heart makes this sound my heart's kerosene what a drag it gets to be what a drag whiskey-luck and misery it's a weird disguise like a beard of bees peppermint and wintergreen my heart makes this sound my heart's kerosene what a drag it gets to be what a drag we drove in silence and abstract I'd go crazy without you I'd be lost without you whiskey-luck and misery it's a weird disguise like a beard of bees peppermint and wintergreen my heart makes this sound my heart's kerosene what a drag it gets to be what a drag it's complicated everything's this way let's just let this go that's all I had to say Mr. Falls Apart Mr. Falls Apart looks into his heart he knows he's got a lot to forget you have to understand about drowning on dry land I'll be all right if I can forget I've come back from far away I want to talk to you and say I've got so damn much on my mind next time we'll talk about hell I rose and then I fell I got up and I fell again you're always on my mind I fall apart all the time I get up and I do it again I've come back from far away I want to talk to you and say I've got so damn much on my mind that's the last time you bring me down Mr. Falls Apart looks into his heart he knows he's got a lot to forget you have to understand about drowning on dry land I'll be all right if I can forget I've come back from far away I want to talk to you and say I've got so damn much on my mind that's the last time you bring me down Slower it just started snowing it snowed all day and it snowed and snowed and snowed I know what I know I've got my ways and I know and I know and it shows let's just slow this down it's different every day never the same now you see it now it's gone away I feel strange I feel strange I've got some faith let's just slow this down it's different every day never the same your heart can beat until it comes out of your chest you have to believe like me this is kingdom come and that's just a shame and it snowed and snowed and snowed let's just slow this down it's different every day never the same The Man Who Has Everything you wouldn't want to hear what I don't sing just hit the highlights with me I'm the man who has everything you can't bring me down I'm all over this thing there is no real me no real me I'm the man who has everything everything's all right today tomorrow's a different thing and that's all right fine by me we're gonna make it big we're stranger than intended let's mend some fences let's never end it I'm the man who has everything everything's all right today tomorrow's a different thing and that's all right fine by me I want to make something simple I want to complicate it make it sinful did you hear what I said I'm the man who has everything everything's all right today She Drew Orange Flowers With A Black Pen a graceful day on the veranda she stared at me just like a camera here comes the panic some things never change hey she drew orange flowers with a black pen the sun hung in the sky like a lemon here comes the panic some things never change hey she said there is no tomorrow reckless and feckless and hollow here comes the panic some things never change hey I don't know why and I don't know how and it damn near brought me down I don't have time for this right now here comes the panic some things never change hey all kinds of panic this has to change hey A Way Of Overstating we're gonna spend the whole night waiting I'll write a song about you there's just no way of overstating I bet I do it pretty soon your reflection in the window the way you wear your clothes let's be alone give me an inch and I'll take a million you'll see I know you'll see I was a freak and I guess I'm still one you talk about you I'll talk about me your reflection in the window the way you wear your clothes let's be alone we drove through the disaster it's the most beautiful thing we drove through the disaster it's the most beautiful thing I've ever seen for every this is great there's a lot of I believe should we preserve the modern you talk about me I'll talk about me Levi knows that I'm a goner your reflection in the window the way you wear your clothes let's be alone we drove through the disaster it's the most beautiful thing we drove through the disaster it's the most beautiful thing I've ever seen